thursday 29th jan 2009 1232hrs;
m here infront of Shaeyna, willing my feelings of sadness away coz i dont wanna be sad during my very busy week... bnyk prez kali ah.. n notes to do n lectures to catch up on...
but i cant will away the feeling that kapj is struggling... she's alone now in birm salnya dina has gone back to Brunei n now kapj tgl sorang2 wif the kids. m here in kent coz i have classes n stuff.. plus birm is jauh kali ah.. i use two coaches to g to birm.. all in all, dlm under 6 hrs ku k birm.. so actually i would love to drop everything n just dgnkn kapj but i cant.. coz i have responsibilities n obligations as a student here... astah... m torn... i wanna study bnr2 since ani last semester n plus my kraja betimbun... but i still feel sad for kapj... cian ia sorang2... i wish i can just teleport back n forth or i can just drop school n stay wif kapj... owh well, such is life... not one good break when crunch tym comes... v.pessimistic is what i feel now.. ntah ah...
also, since kawaii blik udh, m still trying to adjust my life back here in kent... coz i cant just adapt trus2 jadi student when all the while she was here aku jd cam tourist cam ia... it is as if the feeling was that i was on hliday with her... i miss her...
btw, it is sunday now, 1sst feb 1125hrs... i got stuff to do so i didnt update as much... so yea~~~
for now, i am satisfied with the thought that kapjah said she was alright... she said so. she insisted that she's okay..
so i am happy for now... but i will visit her asap next wk... i cant wait...
okay ppl, will update soon... about gd things i hope...
m here infront of Shaeyna, willing my feelings of sadness away coz i dont wanna be sad during my very busy week... bnyk prez kali ah.. n notes to do n lectures to catch up on...
but i cant will away the feeling that kapj is struggling... she's alone now in birm salnya dina has gone back to Brunei n now kapj tgl sorang2 wif the kids. m here in kent coz i have classes n stuff.. plus birm is jauh kali ah.. i use two coaches to g to birm.. all in all, dlm under 6 hrs ku k birm.. so actually i would love to drop everything n just dgnkn kapj but i cant.. coz i have responsibilities n obligations as a student here... astah... m torn... i wanna study bnr2 since ani last semester n plus my kraja betimbun... but i still feel sad for kapj... cian ia sorang2... i wish i can just teleport back n forth or i can just drop school n stay wif kapj... owh well, such is life... not one good break when crunch tym comes... v.pessimistic is what i feel now.. ntah ah...
also, since kawaii blik udh, m still trying to adjust my life back here in kent... coz i cant just adapt trus2 jadi student when all the while she was here aku jd cam tourist cam ia... it is as if the feeling was that i was on hliday with her... i miss her...
btw, it is sunday now, 1sst feb 1125hrs... i got stuff to do so i didnt update as much... so yea~~~
for now, i am satisfied with the thought that kapjah said she was alright... she said so. she insisted that she's okay..
so i am happy for now... but i will visit her asap next wk... i cant wait...
okay ppl, will update soon... about gd things i hope...
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