wednesday 7th jan 09 2346hrs;
just got back from this restaurant called 'festival balti'... yups, another indian restaurant... d birm.. abg mori treated us to dinner.. nyumm... nyaman.. i ordered lamb tikka masala... nyaman eyh.. tp ntah ah... cam bnyk ku mkn td atu eyh.. napa th ku mkn bnyk ani... cam abis wah mknan ku td ah.. i felt gd td tym mkn luar ah.. we had fun... the atmosphere in the restaurant was easy n harmonious... but in the middle of dinner td, tym we joke around atu, i felt a pang of a feeling dat i cant explain.. i dunno how to explain it... cam aada urg sabut2 my name but i dunno sapa... not a spooky kinda feeling but i felt cam ada urg thinking about me wah... it was like kul 10pm td... n trus after dat i got worried... i wondered who it was... buut maybe it was me... ntah ah.... moving on...
so anyways, i feel like i've been abandoned nowadays.. ntah napa ah... salnya everytym i put myself out there n feel affectionate about sum1, n i showed it, sometyms they just run away or just make a joke out of the situation as if what i think wasnt important... that as if whatever i have to say is not worthy of their ears... when i hug a person, i feel for them... when sum1's happy, m happy for them... i care for those who i love... i just hope that they know dat i love them n i wish dat they will not turn away from me when i offer my empathy... i understnd.. i always do... i wont judge... i know the feeling of being judged... dont shrink away from me... let it all on me... i will try n understand your problem n i will try my damnest to comfort u... sometyms u have to just let go n be weak... just for once so i can comfort u... i dont mind... i will receive it with open arms... i receive u with my heart n mind open, n i will comfort u... let me comfort u...
so my dear friends, i am who i am.... u say what u wanna say to me n i will try n understand it... u will owez have my friendship.. i wont judge u... seriously if u tell me ur gay or u killed someone i wont judge... u will still be my friend... be reasonable.. nobody can be that strong.. just so u know, m here for u all the tym ah... dont ever forget that... love all around...
just got back from this restaurant called 'festival balti'... yups, another indian restaurant... d birm.. abg mori treated us to dinner.. nyumm... nyaman.. i ordered lamb tikka masala... nyaman eyh.. tp ntah ah... cam bnyk ku mkn td atu eyh.. napa th ku mkn bnyk ani... cam abis wah mknan ku td ah.. i felt gd td tym mkn luar ah.. we had fun... the atmosphere in the restaurant was easy n harmonious... but in the middle of dinner td, tym we joke around atu, i felt a pang of a feeling dat i cant explain.. i dunno how to explain it... cam aada urg sabut2 my name but i dunno sapa... not a spooky kinda feeling but i felt cam ada urg thinking about me wah... it was like kul 10pm td... n trus after dat i got worried... i wondered who it was... buut maybe it was me... ntah ah.... moving on...
so anyways, i feel like i've been abandoned nowadays.. ntah napa ah... salnya everytym i put myself out there n feel affectionate about sum1, n i showed it, sometyms they just run away or just make a joke out of the situation as if what i think wasnt important... that as if whatever i have to say is not worthy of their ears... when i hug a person, i feel for them... when sum1's happy, m happy for them... i care for those who i love... i just hope that they know dat i love them n i wish dat they will not turn away from me when i offer my empathy... i understnd.. i always do... i wont judge... i know the feeling of being judged... dont shrink away from me... let it all on me... i will try n understand your problem n i will try my damnest to comfort u... sometyms u have to just let go n be weak... just for once so i can comfort u... i dont mind... i will receive it with open arms... i receive u with my heart n mind open, n i will comfort u... let me comfort u...
so my dear friends, i am who i am.... u say what u wanna say to me n i will try n understand it... u will owez have my friendship.. i wont judge u... seriously if u tell me ur gay or u killed someone i wont judge... u will still be my friend... be reasonable.. nobody can be that strong.. just so u know, m here for u all the tym ah... dont ever forget that... love all around...
i think me tu yg think about u... me selalu plang think of u...
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