many things happened last nyte which i will not say coz its not worth saying... i've been trying to put it all past me but now it's coming back... m definitely on the Y road... to go one way or to go another way... i dunno... but for now while m trying to ignore it, i cant help but wonder what if... but made up my mind n i dont wanna go to that road anymore... m done... m on my way to my liberty... to be truly me...
n so, i will really be me when i finally take control over my life... step one: say no, even to the things that i really want in life... gd things may come with a guilty conscience... and so say no!!
step two: be strong and follow through with step one... n the rest will unravel itself...
on another note: deena n greyz is coming 2mrw!!! hehe.. yeay!!!! saya suka lah... i will be happy starting 2mrw... hehe.. i really cant wait!!! we're gonna go n have a really gd tym n den gonna go to kent... hmmm... den.. den...... simah is gonna come to birm on monday!! yeay again!!
tp skajap sja drg d birm... bowengz.... den i'll again go to paris... n kawai will behere... cant wait eyh...
man!!! m tired of being on this roller-coaster ride of emotions... its hard feeling this way... i salute those who have happy lives with their loved ones, happy with themselves n generally happy... i will someday achieve dat... insyaAllah.. pray for me...
adios... cant wait for my girls to be here...
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