in cardiff~~~

monday 5th january 2009 0100hrs;

its raihan's bday today... lalala~~ oready wished her hepi bday.. so dere.. in 10 days lg c GG bday... apa ku bg ah?? ndaku tau eyh.. aku kn blikan bola sepak kli lh... liatlah... nanti kirim ja arh kawai.. maybe lah.. owh n kawai kn dtg k birm nanti tym 16th.. cant wait!! we sisters will be completed. three sisters... i'm oready missing my talks with them.. haha.. cant wait, seriously! haha...

so okeh.. been inn cardiff dari 31st dec 2008. isuk aku blik.. gonna miss my girls from parkwood coz seriously i hadd fun with them... last th ni mlm ani aku tidur sma drg.. wawa...... aku nda mau separate lah... i wanna be with them sampai batah2... ad th ni withdrawal symptoms... nanti termenung2 d birm th ku ni... hehe.. over?? yupz.. a lil bit..

so anyways... had the talk with simah n deena... deena called it our girl talk.. yups it was... had a good talk n they convinced me that it wasnt my fault.. so m gonna just take it for granted and just llet it go.. its insignificant now that i have lost contact with him... but not me him.. ntah eyh.. mls layanlah... m moving on now... with the Prkwood girlfwens, m myself.. aku jrg ingatkn ia except tym d bus... but whenever i feel alone, aku selalu ingatkn what could have been but m ignoring that for now.. nda guna mengenang yg nda pedah2.. i cant really do anything about it can i?? so aku mls kn layan emo ani just be myself n be merry... at least till i get stressed out cos of assignments... oh well...

so tomorrow at 1300hrs m gonna go n board the bus to birm.. sedih th ku nie salnya m gonna miss my girls like a lot... we had fun like seriously tym d cni... but nanti drg k birm so m looking forward to that...

so the plan is that i go to paris nie tym kawai ada ah.. salnya tym atu kapjah dpt... so maybe on the 16th til the 18th aku k paris with them n the kids... it will be fun but naleh th ku tu... ada klas kli ah... astah.. ntah llah.. aku ikut sja apa ia ckp.. haha... ikut ckp urg tua ani nda betulah.. haha... so aku ikut ckp lah sja... haha.. seriously...

we will see what happens... so the recap is that i cant wait for kawai to come here n talk with us, for Paris i guess, i will definitely miss my Parkwood girlfwens n i willignore you!! lala... yea wuteva....

signing out at 0138hrs.. kn tidurku.. gonna sleep coz isuk ani drg awal blik lah.. but cant wait for them to arrive at birm.... haha... anyway, nanti2 lg aku updates.. with pics lah.. pyh wah nada camera ani.. so i hafta rely on the cameras of others... oh well.. bh nanti lglah ah.. we will see.. i hope i will not post any blog entries that upsets the ppl who reads these... coz i write what i feel.. honestly.... i love writing out my feelings but sometimes it gets too much so bear with me lah ah... aku ndang nya cematu.. its just who i am...

nyte2 ppl..... adios...