thursday 1048hrs 22nd jan 2009;
had a gd nyte's sleep n ani aku bru bngun... reread my previous post n i found myself to be really kasar... but i was angry last nyte.. still am actually... n still not ready to have to do anything with fiz... but i feel more calm now... kaka boll is an understanding person... she'll understand... i just have to explain it to her...
i know i might scare some ppl away with my previous post but really, other tyms i'm a reasonable person. felt like i wanted to delete the whole post last nyte coz i find it silly now but now i am gonna let it be... why u say?? so i can reflect on it n remember how i felt last nyte... how betrayed i felt... and i will leave the post as it is, kasar enuff ss it is... just so i can remind myself not to be so trusting...
so, i fell somewhat calm-ish after bngun... but not ready to forgive... maybe in the future... wee'll see... yup, we'll see... let me be~~~
adios ppl... jantah tanya ah... i dont wanna be rude, but i wanna keep this whole story to myself... yg posted atu sja yg u know... okeh.. babai....
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