29th dec 2008 monday 2105hrs;
and so the truth's out... blocked you, tried what i can n i hope u have a nice life, work out the probs with ur The One n leave me be... when u read this i hope u understand. n i plead u not to come here or even try to contact me...
as was said in The Holiday, i need to fall out of love with you n i hope u would let me... this was written by Iris to Jasper in an email. i know i am cruel by blocking u out. i know u nd me but i cant let u lean on me n the result being dat i will fall more in love with u. i cant!! u have Juli to think about... in this i need to be selfish. take solace in Juli n she will be happy.. she needs u... i know dat... u will heal as will i... i just chose to do it first... cold turkey style...
from now on, i will ignore u, from now on i will avoid u, from now on i will build my life without u in mind. i banish u from my mind n my heart. will force my heart to mend. will leave the door to my heart unlocked but it is closed for now n no one can enter until the lock is unbroken. for now the lock is broken because my heart is healing. n it will mend in tym, i know it.
and so, adios Sam... be with Juli... n be happy, if u are ryte for each other i am happy for u... who knows, maybe in the future we can truly be friends...
...goodbye...
...let me be...
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