i miss you....

thursday 0234hrs 18th dec 08;

i miss you deeply~~~ every instance of everyday, every smell that makes me think of you, every car that passes me by makes me think of you.. n plus, m homesick!! i wanna go home.. badly.. missing you doesnt mek it better... u dont know anything do you?! it doesnt matter, it cant happen anyways... m trying to ignore you eventhough u r owez on my arse about feelings and stuff.. wuteva~~~~

bh eyh.. mlasku lagi kn layan ko lah ah... i hope the holidays in birm will mend my heart. i hope playing with my nieces and spending tym with my sister will make me miss you even less. although i know dat isnt possible.. but i will try... try my best, i can put up a brave front n i will.

so, adieu... malaskn buat panjang2 lg.. m too fragile... just leave me be. let me wallow in my sadness n i'll try not to wait for u coz i now its fruitless. dis tym i noe for sure. so my friends, jantah tanya ah, as usual... mlsku gtau... n i never will tell...

adios!! till next tym... the holidays await...