EMO PACKING~~~

13th june 2009 1344hrs;

who knew packing could be such an emotionla thing... every single day that i pack, i cry. one box = a bucketload of tears... i am more than ready to go home, to go be me and stop missing home... but the mere packing of my stuff led me to stop and then to cry.. napa ia ah?? heranku eyh... i reeally didnt know iit would be this emotional... Simah lg blik awal... lg tia ku sedih... waaaaa....

but no worries, will triumph... it's better dat Simah could balik awal coz indaku sampai ati kn tinggalkn ia d cni while kami yg lain2 balik udh... plus i have Greyz, Nyssa, Eyah n Yani to come with me... so i wont get lonely... still~~~ n oso, Deena l awal blik.. jeles saya eyh...

house is sooo freaking quiet... i get lonely... i cry.. gosh i am depressing all you out there arent i?? nyeh.... ntah eyh... i will ride this out... i need my nieces... without family, i am alone....

one thing's for sure, i will miss d JEANS girls really2 bad nie... i know dat.. maybe dats why i cry jua... i dunno.. lately i dunno what i am doing, what i am feeling, what i think.... everyday is a struggle for me... i dont really sleep, i dont really talk that much jua... i just dont feel like it...

nyeh, malas eyh...