18th june 2009 1447hrs;

Today's a good day, well, better than yesterday was... yesterday was hell for me... like really!!! cried every second of the day, evry step i take, i cried... so i went out for a walk in the middle of the nyte, lay on the grass in the football field... and i looked at stars... used to be scared of being alone out at nyte, but i dunno, since i was feeling suffocated in my room, i went out that nyte n i felt better... n i continue to feel better till now... yaay...!!

so i hope i will continue to feel better coz i know it's going to be a hard tym for me, leaving the house, leaving JEANS, us oing our separate ways... oh well, it has to happen.. who's to say that it's all gonna be bad... all my memories with them i will treasure in my heart forevermore...

finally got my slr!! named....... drumroll pls... Bianca... haha, i know.. i like dat name...!!

so adios ppl.. gotta clean up n pack my stuff.. lusa aku chow... simah chow esok.. waaaa... n den m gonna go n have fun with girls...

till next tym..

gymz is finally happy, for now... but i am optimistic...