20th feb 2009 friday 1520 hrs;
last nyte i was once again in my lowest state ever... i was sad... i miss Sam... didnt wanna get bekumpul w the girls coz i know i will cry tu sma drg...i did cry though when i was alone in my room... stupid hormones...
but last nyte, they are all worried... all of dem asked if i was olryte... sumtyms i worry if i am becoming transparent... they know me so well now... especially simah n deena.... i think coz we spend tym a lot now... its hard to believe dat it has been only 4 mths together now n we know when to ask n when not to... scaryyyyy......
so last nyte deena panggil aku msuk bilik simah to just hangout... i appreciate the effort deena... i feel a lil better d bilik simah... so tq...
anyways, simah dgn sipu2 nya tanya m i ok or not... n as usual i sed i was ok... but yea~~~ i wasnt, not really... we watched 7 pds last nyte n it was siuk... hehe... tp nda abis... but i felt better after watching the movie last nyte... thanx leng... u owez know how to make me feel better... love you...
i know i feel better today... i might feel down nanti who knows.... but i kinda feel i will go carzy without my girls having my back.... so thanx simah, deena, nyssa, yanie n greyz... u guys are the bestest ever!!! i love you guys...
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