Zeemah now...

Assalamualaikum everybody.... n hello to the non-muslims....

Since I'm back, I feel very calm... of course, there is the occasional headache caused by others but wholly, i am feeling better.. i feel dat i am calm, i can control everything that goes on with me n such... i am happy with my circle of friends and i feel i done need anomore to add to my circle of friends.. they are a good bunch of people and i feel so very blessed to have them....

as of the other thing... i know i kinda have to immerse myself in my fantasy world that revolves around you so i get a good nyte's sleep, i m fine.. i know you are happy with the other person n not me so i am letting you go.. its okay.. i have faith that there is someone else out there for me... all in all, i know i still cling on the memory of you, but i have faith that you felt the same way about me sometime before if not now. dat memory i will treasure forevermore.... i love you n nothing will ever change that if i can help it.... i love you n no one can ever replace that place in my heart where you currently reside but other than that i feel calm n i have faith.... you'll be my one and only love....

so goodbye love n i will miss you always.. see you in my dreams... where we will have our own happily ever after....