I think I have sobered a little over time. I now realise that some things are just not worth the wait... some things are just not meant to be.. hence I am opting for not getting my hopes high.. not on a depressing level but on a more 'sober' level per se. Regarding Sam, I will never again get my hopes up, wishing that I will end up with him but rather I think of him as a friend now who taught me that love might not be so happy-ending like but it definitely will teach you something. good or bad, if you are there in the long run, you have to learn to siphon off the bad things... you have no choice...
so I am still not at that stage of free in the memory of Sam but all in all I learned something from it... I learned to feel...
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