I am tired of this!!!

I am so tired of refreshing the wall of your fb just so I can get a glimpse of any sort of activity that u make... How sad am I? Whenever your name pops out at the friends newspage, I get all excited. Only to be disappointed when you were just playing games on fb or wrote something on the walls of others but not on mine... I dunno how much of this I can take... I miss you so badly even when I know I have to be strong... I just miss you and that's the truth...