Insecure~~~

You know, even through all the things that reassured me, i am still insecure. Not sure as to what the outcome would be. I am optimistic though... Positive things that were said about me and you assured me, but on the other hand, you are not a penyampai hati person so others can attract you... It is just a matter of circumstances. Circumstances change and I feel as though I have been neglected but in a sense I feel that the feeling is mutual. So how to remedy this?? I guess being honest would probably be the best solution to all this confusion. But being honest is not an option here. I guess I just have to be content as to the way things are at the moment. But how can I!!!!!! I am a jealous person man!!

Love is lost in this matter... So pick me...